My oh my, has this month went by slow or what? There were days when I would stay up late, having people think I was asleep when I was really thinking about the past. Man, how I miss Mennen so much ): He said that he would possibly come back in February, but there's an even bigger chance that he wouldn't... & knowing myself, I had my hopes reaaal high & then as it slowly approaches today's date, February 28, 2010, I'm disappointed... How sad. I hecka miss him. He's my brother from another mother. I miss his parents as well thou, homie! Been deep since I've seen them.
February was a big month for me though. My maybe most productive month every year. But this years was crazy! Birthdays coming at me from left to right. Badminton practice/tryouts. Hella shit! Robyn's birthday dinner would have to be my most memorable day of this month. Besides making the team & having my first game. Boy were those fun. Robyn was callin' me "The HBIC!" You already now though! Head Bitch In Charge! Haha, I have a way with words with those motherly instincts. I guess you can say that I hang around my mom a lot. The other crazy thing about this month is that I never really had much of "me" time. I've been more focused on this month to "please" others... & it's ironic how I just came from church & Pastor Bryan talked about how I can't please anyone. No matter how much we try, it's just impossible. We can only please ourselves. I think I need work on that.
February is also one of the scariest months... Earthquake in Chile (February 27, 2010) that was an 8.8. Crazy right? Which also caused to have a tsunami in Hawaii. Tsunami warnings in Cali. Oh how I pray for the people around the world. Betttta pray fo yo sins homie! The Lord is really commmin. We just don't know when. Fuck that "2012." God can come at any moment. So I suggest that you pray NOW, & ask for forgiveness.
The beginning of March is tomorrow & it's also the month when report cards come in... I pray that I have good grades. I've worked my ass off trying to pull off the grades. Damn though. It's funny how I tend to cram my major homework last minute & still get good grades on them (x But that's such a bad habit. Ever since badminton, I've become more productive & I've been turning in what I need to turn in. Thank you Lord for giving me something to actually work for.
Now that I look back at it, February was my most busy & most fun month so far. Hope I have plenty more to look forward to.
Sunday, February 28, 2010
Thursday, February 18, 2010
It's been awhile.
Lets start from the beginning.
So Badminton Conditioning has been working my ass! I've been hella tired lately. Like more than you can ever imagine. Things have been more hectic as Valentine's Day was coming. But that's all over. Lemme talk about that for a min or two.
On Valentine's Day, Cris came over :D He surprised me! He came with a bouquet of roses & cheesecake (: (he's trying to make me fat, I believe. Lol.) Then after wards, we went to go watch Valentine's Day. Yes, the movie. The movie was pretty good, might I say. It was surprising to see Jessica Beil & Jamie Fox kiss O.o Taylor Swift annoyed the shit out of me. Jessica Alba made me mad that she left Ashton Kutcher. But overall, it was pretty good (: After the movie, we got picked up & went to my house. Kicked it for a bit & then we dropped off babe. I think my brother was jealous because he couldn't be with his girlfriend. Lmao. Sucks for him! I know, I'm hecka mean. But hey! What are sisters for? Right?
S. C. H. O. O. L! can kiss my ass! Well, not really. Just honors. This essay, that's due on Monday is kicking my ass right now. I mean, I'm so behind! I hecka need to bring up my grade in that class. I'm not even going to say what I got in that class. It's such a FAIL ): Bio is going good. I finally raised that grade. AVID is being a bitch to me (AVID meaning Ms. Brumfeild). & everything else is just a piece of cake.
The weather was beautiful for like 5 days & the sun didn't even bother to come out today D: How sad.
I'm still in need of a leather jacket & new Vans/Dunks/CLOTHES!
Lets talk about conditioning for a minute? Sure. Well, conditioning has gotten easier :D Thank God. Tryouts are tomorrow, Saturday, & possibly Monday. Oh dear Lord how I wish to make the team! I really pray that I hope I do. Because I mean! I did all that work & never missed a day of conditioning. So I better make it. If I don't. I'm going to be so mad. Shit! Right Paulinna?! Jeez. Man oh man. Like I'm fine with the stretches, warm ups, & having a rally. But running & bunny hops? OH HAYL NO MUUFUCKUUH! Ahahahahaha! That's too much! I had to run the mile like twice. Wtf is thaaat? At least I'm getting in shape. My tummy is looking niiiiice (: when it gets better, I'll show ya. HAA, sike!
Boyfriend wise, we're amazingly great! We barely ever talk on the phone now cos of me I'm always falling asleep early. Sorry babe if you're reading this :D I'm always thinking about you though. So it's all good.
Ehh, I'm lazy to write more. Nothing new or exciting has ever really happened in my life, so I think I'll cut it here. I basically covered the usual. So yeah, that's about it. Goodnight & goodbye loves :D
So Badminton Conditioning has been working my ass! I've been hella tired lately. Like more than you can ever imagine. Things have been more hectic as Valentine's Day was coming. But that's all over. Lemme talk about that for a min or two.
On Valentine's Day, Cris came over :D He surprised me! He came with a bouquet of roses & cheesecake (: (he's trying to make me fat, I believe. Lol.) Then after wards, we went to go watch Valentine's Day. Yes, the movie. The movie was pretty good, might I say. It was surprising to see Jessica Beil & Jamie Fox kiss O.o Taylor Swift annoyed the shit out of me. Jessica Alba made me mad that she left Ashton Kutcher. But overall, it was pretty good (: After the movie, we got picked up & went to my house. Kicked it for a bit & then we dropped off babe. I think my brother was jealous because he couldn't be with his girlfriend. Lmao. Sucks for him! I know, I'm hecka mean. But hey! What are sisters for? Right?
S. C. H. O. O. L! can kiss my ass! Well, not really. Just honors. This essay, that's due on Monday is kicking my ass right now. I mean, I'm so behind! I hecka need to bring up my grade in that class. I'm not even going to say what I got in that class. It's such a FAIL ): Bio is going good. I finally raised that grade. AVID is being a bitch to me (AVID meaning Ms. Brumfeild). & everything else is just a piece of cake.
The weather was beautiful for like 5 days & the sun didn't even bother to come out today D: How sad.
I'm still in need of a leather jacket & new Vans/Dunks/CLOTHES!
Lets talk about conditioning for a minute? Sure. Well, conditioning has gotten easier :D Thank God. Tryouts are tomorrow, Saturday, & possibly Monday. Oh dear Lord how I wish to make the team! I really pray that I hope I do. Because I mean! I did all that work & never missed a day of conditioning. So I better make it. If I don't. I'm going to be so mad. Shit! Right Paulinna?! Jeez. Man oh man. Like I'm fine with the stretches, warm ups, & having a rally. But running & bunny hops? OH HAYL NO MUUFUCKUUH! Ahahahahaha! That's too much! I had to run the mile like twice. Wtf is thaaat? At least I'm getting in shape. My tummy is looking niiiiice (: when it gets better, I'll show ya. HAA, sike!
Boyfriend wise, we're amazingly great! We barely ever talk on the phone now cos of me I'm always falling asleep early. Sorry babe if you're reading this :D I'm always thinking about you though. So it's all good.
Ehh, I'm lazy to write more. Nothing new or exciting has ever really happened in my life, so I think I'll cut it here. I basically covered the usual. So yeah, that's about it. Goodnight & goodbye loves :D
Monday, February 8, 2010
Oh Boy.
How lovely, it's February. Conditioning has become easier & my stamina is a whole lot better. Tryouts are next Friday. Wish me luck!
I'm starting to get fed up with a lot of things, but I won't get into that.
I'm reading like crazy! Been through 3 books in less than 2 months. Holy Cow. & honestly, I love my boyfriend. I thought I would never fall in love ever again, after what happened over the summer, but look it. I made it through it all & I love my boyfriend with all my heart :D Maybe. Jk. I honestly very do. I can't believe I actually said sorry to her O.o Oh well, I might as well start believing a lot of things. I guess.
I'm so mad though, I have no camera -.- The ONLY reason why I have NO new pictures to upload on MS, FB, or BS (blogspot, not bullshit. Lmao.)
Maan, I really am sticking with the words I had said in 2009. I'm buckled down on my school work & I'm actually busy with plenty of things (: & I'm soo glad it's all getting paid off with all the work I'm doing. Haven't been out in awhile though, so take me somewhere! If I'm free.
P.S. I need to hit the slopes, FAAAST!
I'm starting to get fed up with a lot of things, but I won't get into that.
I'm reading like crazy! Been through 3 books in less than 2 months. Holy Cow. & honestly, I love my boyfriend. I thought I would never fall in love ever again, after what happened over the summer, but look it. I made it through it all & I love my boyfriend with all my heart :D Maybe. Jk. I honestly very do. I can't believe I actually said sorry to her O.o Oh well, I might as well start believing a lot of things. I guess.
I'm so mad though, I have no camera -.- The ONLY reason why I have NO new pictures to upload on MS, FB, or BS (blogspot, not bullshit. Lmao.)
Maan, I really am sticking with the words I had said in 2009. I'm buckled down on my school work & I'm actually busy with plenty of things (: & I'm soo glad it's all getting paid off with all the work I'm doing. Haven't been out in awhile though, so take me somewhere! If I'm free.
P.S. I need to hit the slopes, FAAAST!
Monday, February 1, 2010
I've been building my castle of Love.
First things first.
Ok, this is what I don't get. How can someone not like me for NO reason. Like wtf? I guess cos of the rumors she heard? I don't even know. But shit, if you don't fucking like me, tell me up front & stop beating behind the bush by doing shit like for example, when I pass by, don't be like, "EW!" Leave me the fuck alone & we both can get on with life. Grow up a little. Cos FYI, I don't say shit about you! You can believe whatever you want to believe though, cos I don't talk shit about you & I know that for a fact. But that's up to you on who to believe. But I know what comes out my mouth & I know that your name has never came out of it. Cos like really? I don't know why you don't like me. But it's whatever I guess. I'll live.
But anyway, down to the more important shit. I just had to let that out.
Well, yeah. I want to talk about me & Cris. Me & him have been great, I guess you can say. If you look past all the bullshit & what not. Today, everything felt different. When I would kiss him, it didn't feel the same as they use to when I fell in love with him. Then we some what talked about how I felt as if we were drifting & I think I should put it in better words. Like today, everything was different. He wasn't saying "I love you" the way he use to. He didn't hold my hand like he use to. & it definitely felt different, if you asked me. & I don't know if it's me or not, but it's usually the girls who notice things like this more clearly than guys do. You feel me ladies? Lol. But anyway, I tweeted it (how dumb of me), & he got it & we talked about it. Kinda. Sorta. But we kind of had a talk about us wanting to be with each other & everything seems to be back to normal. On the way to 6th & after school, I seemed happier than usual & he liked that I was happy :D First time in a long time that I felt like that actually. He knows how to bring the best of me (; Lol.
Well, it's homework time & Secret Life as well :D & YES! I get to watch it early. Whoohoo!
Ok, this is what I don't get. How can someone not like me for NO reason. Like wtf? I guess cos of the rumors she heard? I don't even know. But shit, if you don't fucking like me, tell me up front & stop beating behind the bush by doing shit like for example, when I pass by, don't be like, "EW!" Leave me the fuck alone & we both can get on with life. Grow up a little. Cos FYI, I don't say shit about you! You can believe whatever you want to believe though, cos I don't talk shit about you & I know that for a fact. But that's up to you on who to believe. But I know what comes out my mouth & I know that your name has never came out of it. Cos like really? I don't know why you don't like me. But it's whatever I guess. I'll live.
But anyway, down to the more important shit. I just had to let that out.
Well, yeah. I want to talk about me & Cris. Me & him have been great, I guess you can say. If you look past all the bullshit & what not. Today, everything felt different. When I would kiss him, it didn't feel the same as they use to when I fell in love with him. Then we some what talked about how I felt as if we were drifting & I think I should put it in better words. Like today, everything was different. He wasn't saying "I love you" the way he use to. He didn't hold my hand like he use to. & it definitely felt different, if you asked me. & I don't know if it's me or not, but it's usually the girls who notice things like this more clearly than guys do. You feel me ladies? Lol. But anyway, I tweeted it (how dumb of me), & he got it & we talked about it. Kinda. Sorta. But we kind of had a talk about us wanting to be with each other & everything seems to be back to normal. On the way to 6th & after school, I seemed happier than usual & he liked that I was happy :D First time in a long time that I felt like that actually. He knows how to bring the best of me (; Lol.
Well, it's homework time & Secret Life as well :D & YES! I get to watch it early. Whoohoo!
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