halloween

ahh , halloween . tday was heecka fun thou (: Myles let me play w/ his Nikon D80 . it was so sexy thou . shiiiit . haha . welll , it's 10 56 , & lets see how much i can blog . lol .
so tdaay , it started off w/ me & Myles & we jst hung out . then Kyron came & it got a lil more fun . then whaat happpened was , we watched Transformers 2 . & then we got bored & had a photo shoot . haha . go check the myspace fr the pictures . caseylovesyoou.myspace.com . shiiit , those pictures were funny (: ahhh ! haha . awh fuck . i'm runnnin outta shit to say . oh ! then we got to AC & we waited fr Mennen & Christian . & they fuckin went to the wrong park ! shit . haha . so me & Kyron haad to walk alll the way to the other park & when we got there , they were smoking -___-' i got hellllla mad . it took me awhile to forgive them . & the promise / swore to me that tnight is their LAST night to smoke . & it better be . but tday was fun , fr me . haha . i got to do something . cos my original plan was to stay home , & i'm glad i ddnt . well , i'm sleeepy now . niiiight (:
btw , it's 11 01 .

oh shieet nigga . tdaay was actually fun . i got alone time w/ someone . ahhh ! haha . hm , what else happpened ? oh , we fucked w/ someone's emotions . welll , not jst yet . haaah . & tdaay at lunch , ommg ! i was like ; wth ?! haha . cos how is this one bitch gnnna talk shit abt me & then say to me ; " you're cute " . bieeeetch ! i was like ; " wth ? " but yknnno . thaat's what you call FAKE , right ? duhh ! haha , & you call me fake ? niggga , check yaaself !

so , i'm still thinking of whaaat i'ma do tmo . i still dnt knno . ommmg , take me somewhere & i'll love you forever :D haha . anywhere ! jst anywhere thaat's not home . blaaap . thanks ! haha .

so , tell me whhy i was listening to a song & i thought abt someone -___- someone back frm 7th .. my FIRST bf . fuuuck . why am i thinking abt him ? was it jst the song or is it .... idddk . i havent talked to him in hella long thou . i think i'll text him . hahaha ! but idddk , i dnt think i'll ever go back out w/ him after what went down . but , idddk . hahaha ! well , i'm out .

happy thoughts .

well , i'm happpy (: i got on the phone thinking thaat i wld have jst a normal convo w/ Tayo & Ant . but turns out , me & Ant become bestfraands , agen (: & i'm glaad that happened , cos yknno . we cant jst let 10 yrs of friendship go to waste , ykno ? so yeah . i hope we can become close like before . maaan , jst hellla thinking back to them summmer days before i dissed him like thaat . oh maan , i'll never forget them days (: i miss him . i neeeda get reunited w/ him agen , FAAAST ! shiiit , bffl ! if you read this , imy !

<---- these were the days at the park . my fave of us (: haha .

Fuck Whatchha Heard .

jst had to take this . haha .

halloweeen ? plans ?

fuuuck , idek what to do fr halloween . i jst knno that i neeeda get out this house . i'm not finnna jst stay in this house thou . if you go somewhere fun , take me w/ yaa (: & i'll love you frever :D haha . i promise ! ahhhh . welll , arright . text me or something if you got plans .

Grey .

have you noticed i wear grey a lot ? blaaap . trynnna switch it up now doe . haaah , got any colors ? lemmmme kno & lemme borrow ? (: thanks .

hurt .

welll , i was texting my ultimate fave like ... ider when . but i found out things . she's basically taken ? to one of my ex's ? yeaap . like , i'm over him , but it's jst bugggin me . cos what happened to not touching each other's ex's ? freaal thou , do you remember that ?! yes , fave . if you're reading this . i'm srrry . i kno i said it's okay , but ykno what ? i lied . only reason why was cos i jst wanted you happpy . cos i kno that you went thru hella shit over the summmer , & it seems as if you're happpy . but it jst hellla bugs me that you're w/ one of my ex's ... like freaal . but i guess it's w/e . cos i mean , if you're happy , i'm happpy . but yknno , iddk . it jst bugs me . but as long as you're happpy , then there's nothing i can do , but love you & look out fr you ...

neeeding another haircut -__-'

shiiiit , tdaay was fuun w/ the parents . haha . i fuckin woke up w/ another headache "/ then i went back to sleep & i woke up at 7 35 & said it was too late to get rddy , so then i went back to sleep . woke up 9 ish ? then got rdddy . went to Seafood City & then the mall . but shiiiit , we was trynnna return this one thing at this one store , i forgot the name , but yeah ! thaat lady was talking helllla funnny . oh shiiiit , i was tryn my hardest to keep it to myself . then when we walked out the store , i was dyieeeeeen . ahahahah ! shiiiit . thaat fob bitch was fuckin dooin to much w/ her accent & by the way she was talking . like damn . i sound mean talking abt her , but it's truuue .
duuude , fr some reason , my right hand is cold , but my left is hand is perfectly fine O.o weeeird . wellll , i'ma leave . got shit to do .

ahhhh , a Mondaay . idddk what to say abt tdaay . i wnnna say stuff , but i rather keep it in . i'm jst tired . like i'm not tired of anything , jst tired in general . yknnno ? i dnt think i was energetic as i usually am ? hmm ... idddk . tdaay was interesting . things happpened here & there . i ignored Mennen fr the hell of it . it was prettty funnny . Mike had a scar thingy thing on his arm & he was pickin it & i was helllla acting like a mom . like telllin him what to do w/ it & shit . & then yeaah , but when he picked his scab ( thaat's the word i was lookin fr ! ) it started bleeeding & yeaah . we told him to wipe it on his shorts . cos yknno , they're black & they wnt show . & at lunch , freakin Dominic & Myles were embarrassing me -____- & Dom tried getttin me in trouble w/ them dope ass nigggas thou . hahahah ! talkin bout ; " What Casey ?! What'd you say abt black ppl ? " i was like ; " niggga , wtf ?! " & then i pinched his baack . ahaha ! & yknnno what else ? a certain someone came up to me & said thaat he's falllin in love w/ me -___-' but i think he was on something at the time . shiiiit . blaap . i dnt want him to be thou . welll , anything else happppened ? naaaah . jst a lot of shit went down . & right now , i dnt feel like talkin bout it ....

homecoming '09

<---- we raw doe . haha . shiiit , class of '13 . if the world dsnt end then . but anywaay . homecoming was crackin' . as soon as we got in there , we was dancing like there was no tmo doe . maan , we was having hellla fun . we may not have taken a lot of pictures , but we still got memories . & we have a few kodak moments . like this one to the left . haha . we haad so much fun . haa . helllla ppl were freak dancin & shit . it was funny . & then Dominic & Christian wanted me to freak dance w/ them . i was like ; " i dnt wnna dance . " haha . & Christian kept lookin at me like he was abtta rape me . hahaha . Christian , if you're reading this ,

i'm srry . thaat's jst how you were lookin at me . but it's all good . i still love you (: haha . but shiiiit , we was dancin like , ayyyyyyyyye ! haha . Sherilyn was gigggin up on it doe . haha . Can you see her ? -----> hahah . & Katheryn was my dance partner since SOMEONE ddnt wnna dance . he shld kno who he is . haha . yes you ! if you're reading this . it was hella funny . it started off w/ Glen & Katheryn , then you added me & then we added Florence . hahah . it was doppe .  maaan , haha . i wnnna relive that night . cos homecoming night was suppose to be a special day . blaap . but it got my mind offa it . but it wld get in my mind sometimes . cos like , HE was there . & he kept lookin at me O.o but w/e . i haad fun no wrries abt a daamn thing . except trynnna stay longer . but w/e . haha . craaackin doe . if you ddnt go , you misssed out . & this niggga , he looooked so cute (: he shld kno who i'm talking abt . haha . he was adorable (: but Angie was so mean & was like ; " he wld have his beanie on . " hahahahah ! & she was so loud too . & she was like ; " does he kno i'm talking abt him ? " & he said ; " yes ! " hahahaha ! thaat was funnny xD oh ! my dress fuckin broke too . my thighs are tooo fuckin' thick -______-' fuck . hahah ! oh wellll . arrright , i'm out .

P.S. YOU missed out . IF you ddnt go doe .

those daays i wish i cld go baack to .

so yesterday , i was talking to my ultimate faave , Jenn . omg , i miss her so much . like it sucks thaat i'm 2 yrs older than her . & also , she might be moving to Sf next year . i helllla dnt want her to leave . & so we were talking yesterday & i started crying js thinking abt them daays when we became hella close & shit . those were the days . lemmme give yoou some history of me & Jenn . est. April 25 , 2009 .
so , it all started on a daay where i had the most boy drama w/ a certain someone . & i was w/ my friends & alllla sudden , they leave me to go somewhere else where HE was . & i dddnt wnnna go there , cos yknno . & welll , i was there , jst loooking at them w/ tears in my eyes . & Jennn , oh Jenn Cartagena . she was there , standing there . she knew something was wrong . cos i meaan , who wldnt . but the thing is , she was there . standing next to me . she ddnt leave me . she staayed & i'm glaad she did . i love the faact thaat we're still close to . like , we may not talk / text as much as before , but we're still close in heart . & fr a 7th grader , she's so wise . she's so mature too . like , you'd think she's my age . i learned hella shit frm her too . she was there fr me when things were wrong , when i wsnt happpy , she'd find a way to cheer me up . i sweaar , if Jenn was a guy & was older , i'd so make her mine (x hahahaha ! Like , freal thou . she's fuckin awesome . & yknno , if you wnnna meet her , she's on my top .  & the funny thing is , i feel like a mom everytime i go on her MS . cos like , i see pictures frm last yeaar , & thaat girl is growing up waay too fast . i miss the living shit outtta her . i caant wait to see you bestfriend :D it's almst a yeaar . kinda ish . hahah ! imy bbygiiirl (: but daamn , she was there fr me during the summmer when i was going thru my worst of times . & she was there when i needed her the most . thru thick & thin . even when we had our complications during summer , we got thru it & i kno thaat she'll be there fr me NO mattter what . she's the best (: i miss you Jenn !

I got my homecoming ticket tday . & guess who was behind me ? yes , him !
gaahd , i see him everyday , unless i'm absent or some shit . but yknno , i miss being w/ him . honestly . i do . but i miss the OLD him . idrc how cute he be lookin at times , but he's changed so much that i sometimes say to myself ; " why ? " i'm over him thou . but yknno ? if you kno thaat feeling , talk to me & lets have a deep ass convo . haaa . shiit , i wnnna cry ( sounds weird ) , but i doo . i need to . i havent cried in awhile & i jst need to let my feelings out .. i want to , but iddk if blogging abt it is the best waay . but shit , here i go anywaay .
arright , enuf abt that nigga & going straight to the present . well , iddk whaat's been up w/ me lately . like shieet , i'm at the point where i barely kno myself anymore . hs has changed me so much & iddk what i think of me anymore . i keep my mouth shut , i break down . i open it , ppl take shit the wrong way . hellla females been on my nerves lately . shit , they needs to fuckin relax & remember thaat they're in hs & need to stop bringing thaat middle school shit to fuckin high school . fuck . am i right thou ? cos daamn , they be tripppen of the litttlest stuff ever ! & so , i'm thinking abt this niggga & iddk if i shld keep talking to him . & if you're reading this , yess , iddk if i shld anymore . i meaan , it may not be true , but it seems like you do talk to other girls besides me . iddk . & i feel like i have hellla competition . idddk , it cld jst be , but proove me wrong ! pleaaase ! prove me wrong . cos i dnt wnna get hurt , agen . i jst recovered frm a broken heart & i dnt wnnna go thru it agen . so jst please , prove me wrong . you're nice , sweet , cute , & all . but yknnno , someone told me thaat i do so much fr a guy & they barely ever do shit fr me . but iddk . i jst wnnna be proved wrong . & i knnno you said to not blog abt this typpa shit , but i need to let it out . i'm srrry .
welll , yeaah . do ppl get me now ? where i staand ? i hope so , cos yeaah . you may have seen me sad & what not , but yknno . dnt wrrry abt me , tell me abt your problems (: i have open ears ! & i'm alwaays willing to listen & help yaa out .
& Jordaan , lets do the tango :D hahahahahah ! yeaah ?

So tdaay was arright . Mainly boring . Went to church , went home & did nothing BUT eat . Haha . I'm tellin yooou , I eat like there's noo tmo . Haaa . But overall , I was pretty relaxed .

Well , I'm kinnna trippen cos I cant go to homecoming , I haave to stay home & tryy not to think abt shit . Cos thaat date was suppose to be a special date w/ " ykno who " . But I gttta let thaat go . Cos shiit , thaat nigga aint even allla thaat . Gaaaaah ! But hopefully I can do something else thaat night w/ the ppl thaat dnt go to homecoming . I'll probably be out w/ the family . While everyone else is having fun . Fuck ! Haha .

Sooo , I'm pretty anxious fr Christmas & my bdaay . Iddk , even thou it's like 2 - 3 mnths awaay , i'm muufuckin excited . I haave so maany things thaat I want . I'ma post up my wishlist so you caan have a head start on buying me early presents (: Thaank yaa !

Tmo's kick it .

So , my mommy is planning to have a kick it , jst fr the hell of it . She said I can invite ppl , so if you wnnna come . Lemmme kno (: Haa .

where ; my plaace .
time ; anytime .
when ; TMO nigga !
RSVP ; by tnight . ask fr the number thou .

mmks , byee (: Please come ! haha .
text / call me fr ALL the info , arright ?

101609

Arright , tdaay was light weight crackin . We went to the movies tday & we wanted to see Paranormal Activity , but we cldnt sneak in . The lady thaat be checkin the tickets was there & it sucked cos we hellla wanted to see it . I alrddy saw , but them other fags ddnt . hahahah ! If you havent seen it yet , go watch it . You'll be scared shit less . Hahaha ! But naah thou , I was loud ?thaat's what they were saying , cos they were like ; " Shhhhh ! You hella loud . " I was like ; " Damn srrry ! " Hahahah , shieet . Hahaha ! But we ddnt wnna waste our ticket on it so we went to go watch Couples Retreat . Thaat was hellla funny . esp when they went to do thaat Yoga thing . Hahahahah ! I haad a good time thou . I was getting sleepy after awhile .
But after the movie , I was reunited w/ hellla ppl (: I got to see Brrry , Kristian , Austin , Timmmy , & who else ? Oh ! Jezarelle , Aleaah , Melissa , & hella others . I saw James & that nigga ddnt even say hi to me . Thaat bitch ! Haa , jkjk . He coo . I saaw Keanu . Him & Aleah is hellla cute (: Like freaal . Haha , I'ma cry if they get married . But naah , 1 yr & 7 mnths , my ass you two ! Haha . Timmy & Austin were like ; " daamn ! " Lookin at me frm head to toe . wtf ? them niggas play too much . Haha .
But now , I'm at auntie's house & i'm hellla bored . they planning to go to Reno , i think sometime this mnth or next month . Better not be on the 20th or the 21st . Cos I got plaans . Tell you more abt thaat next time , cos these ppl are asking me to dance . Hey ! guess whaat , I taught my daddy how to jerk ! Hahah . Freal doe . haa . arright , i'm out . byee .

Paranormal Activity .

So I went to go see Paranormal Activity & thaat shit is sooo fuckin scary thou ! Hahaha ! Like freaal thou . If you haven't seen it , go watch it . " I almst shitted myself " Hahaha . Got thaat frm Mennen . Omg thou , I was the only one thaat screamed at the end . It was thaat scary . Haha . I said srry to all the ppl thou . Haha . Oh maan , go watch it (: It's actually pretty good . My mom thinks it's all fake . But you'll be the judge of thaat . Haha , it's scary (: Haha , worth the money fr thaat ticket . I honestly wldnt mind seeing it agen . Haa .
Hm , I had a overall good day thou . I finalllly got a case fr my phone (: whoohoo ! Haha . I went shopping . Welllll , window shopping in thaat matter . Then I went to L&L , yummm ! Then we had Bible Study . I haad the hardest time being quiet . I helllla needed to talk . So much sugar frm that big bag of Skittles . Geeeze . Haha . Oh ! I was told this funny joke thou . It's racist thou . Haha , so I wnt saay . & my brother made me think tday O.o Hahaha , joke laang . But it was a riddle . A good one too . Haha , like .. yeaah .

So tday I was talking to Kim , I love that girl to death , honestly (: Haha . She's the best . Well , we were talking after PE . She asked how school was going fr me . I told her wsp . & she said thaat she went thru the same thing . Glad to kno . I'm not the only one . She said thaat it's cos it's the beginning of the yr & ppl TRY to make a title fr you . Wow , some great ppl we have in this world right ?! Ha , sike !
Welll , what can I say ? Tday , I was so fuckin' mad . Like tday was kinda like a bad day fr me . Freakin' Myles made me cry ): Hahahah ! & he said thaat I wldnt cry . Lol . But I did ! HA ! Welll , yeaah . What got me mad the most was this one nigga , not finna say names , was talking shit under his breath . & yes niggga , I heard my muufuckin' name . Shiit , you dnt fuckin' kno me . YOU dnt kno shit abt anything ! Get ya facts straight BEFORE you start saying shit . Cnt wait till your ass gets to Vintage . Shiiiit , fuckin' talking thaat shit like you kno me & like you kno wsp , when quite frankly , you dnt ! Damn Gina ! Stop using them typa words . Hahaha ! But anywaay . He was over there talking under his breath like I caaant here him . He was getting all mad cos I kept walking back forth while they were recording . Shit , like I giva fuck ! He lucky I ddnt cuss him out in front eryone . Haha , I wlda put his ass in hush mode . Shieet . Wtf ? He expect me to clap my hands twice & snap my fingers & magically teleport . Wtf nigga ? Got me fucked up . I gtta walk to get somewhere , right ?! Right ! So stop talking ya mess , & if you got a problem w/ me , say it to my face & stop saying shit under ya breath . Shieet .

Burning my hair this very moment . Haha , I'm curling it if you dnt understand girl talk . Haha . Abt to go to church . Listenting to Knocks You Down . " Dnt let this moment pass us . "

So , I got a blackberry . & I'm using to blog . Right now ! Haha , I'm in love w/ this thing (: thanks agen nanay & tatay ! So , I'm in my room debating if I shld go to sleep cos I got nothing else to do . I dnt like the fact my mom is making me drink soy milk -___- it sucks ass .. It also makes me sleepy . I think it's cos I warm it up . So yeaah . Oh ! Tell me whhy I'm watching Harry Potter & the Chamber or Secrets & thaat one chick thaat died in the bathroom or w/e is soo fuckin' annoying ! I sweaaar ! Haha . & ykno thaat part when they in the car & them spiders come . Ewww , I haate that . I absolutely hate spiders ! Blaaah . Welll , I'ma sleep now I guess . Got church tmo (; niiiight .

Yaaay ! I got my new phone (: Haha . Thank you nanay & tatay (:
Welll , ask fr the number . I dnt got time to text 342 ppl in my phone & tell'em my new number . Jst ask . Arrright ?

Take the risk ?

I'm sitting here , reading this shit on MS . & maybe he is playing the both of us . Idek thou . He cld or he cldnt be . I'm jst so fed up w/ this shit thaat I have to go thru . Honestly , I shld of never stated talking to him . Cos he cld be talking to someone else fr all I kno . Thaat nigga Mark P , cld of been right . Fuck . & I was so confident thaat he wldnt be doing thaat shit . But idk . What do you think ? Wait ! Why am I ask you , the reader . You probably dnt even kno whaat's going on right now . Haha . Ok , so whaat happened was ... I'm not even finna say . Not finna put shit out there on blast . Fuck nah . You wna kno ? Too fuckin' bad . I keep things between the ppl thaat alrdy kno . But we'll see . I'm debating to stick w/ it & take the chance or jst leave it the fuck alone & go back to my normal life w/o him .. I think abt it constantly . Eversince I found out , I trry & see if he means what he says . See if those kisses are real or if they're jst cos he wants to kiss someone . I see if he really is jst trynna play . See if he's the hit & quit it typa guy .. Fr all I kno , he cld be trynnaget at some other girl right now as I speak of it .. Fuck ! Idk what to do , either waay , I'ma be screwed . Maybe .. I shld jst .. leave it alone ..

I woke up thinking of a certain someone . Wishing I was w/ him at that very moment . Haa , SIKE ! I woke thinking ; " Shit , I gttta goo pee ! I dnt have a phone ! How am I finna make it thru the day ?! Haha , I needa go pee . " Hahahah ! I was also thinking abt how short I am (x Thaat's what I was thinking . But I was also thinking of how I can save up 400 dollars fr a phone .. Fuck naah . Might as well switch to AT&T or Tmobile . Cos shiiit , Metro phones are toooo fuckin much & they dnt even last yoou . Even when you do take care of thaat shiit . Haha . I'm so muufuckin' bored thou . Idk why I woke up this early . Duuude , I needa go shopping . I'm tired of repeating outfits . I dnt repeat them all the time . I come up w/ new shit , here & there . Haa .
While I'm typing this , I was also thinking abt how I stepped into a new school w/ alrdy ppl starting shit . Wtf ? Iddk why I'm letting it get to me . Maybe cos uhhhh ... THIS HSNT HAPPENED TO ME SINCE THE 6TH MUUFUCKIN' GRADE ! Wtf ? Helllla long ago . & now , I'm in HS & ppl is alrdy starting shit when they dnt even kno me . Aren't ppl in HS suppose to be more mature ? Oh , aha . My baaad , the word " suppose " is in there . So , I'm guessing not . But shit , get a life . Fuck , wash your fuckin' mouth w/ some soap w/ all thaat shit comin' out your mouth like that . Hsnt your mom or dad taught you better than thaat . But ykno what ? I'm not really trippppen , cos there's such things like .. KARMA . & nigga , I can't wait till it comes around & bites you in the muufuckin' ass .
OH ! Off subject fr a min . Tell me why when I went to go see Sorority Row , I was like covering my eyes half the time . Hahaha , thaat shit was so scary . Welll , to me it was . I get scared easily . & hey , plan a movie night & invite me (: Haha . Unless you the one thaats been shit talking then FUCK YOU .

Fuuck , so I'm sitting here on this shit . Hellla buggin' how ppl dnt take the chance to get to kno the REAAL me & jst listen to the shit they be hearing abt me . It's so stupid . 1 ! Get to kno me & I'm pretty sure I'll prove all the shit you heard WRONG ! 2 ; I'm faar more waay beyond whaat ppl think of me . Cos shit , I think of myself as GREAAT person . Cos you are whatchu think . Jst like how they say ; " You are whatchu eat " . 3 ; FUCK WHATCHA HEARD . How many fucking times do I gtta repeat this shit ? I'm tired of ppl saying ; " Casey this , Casey thaat . " Nigga , get to kno me ! Shiiit . Like this one chick going up to Florence like she fuckin kno me . Talking abt ; " Casey's a whore right ?! " Bitch , wtf ? She got me fucked up . Get to kno me & watch me prove what you think are facts into opinions ! Ppl these daays jst needa learn how to keep things real . & them ppl thaat I thought were my friends are trynna start shit saying thaat I talk shit abt others ?! Fuck nah . If I dnt like you , I'll tell you . But if I dnt have a problem w/ you , then we'll be fine . But if you're gna start making shit , then nigga , dnt do it behind my back , jst tell me up front ! Wtf ? Now thaat's whaat yoou call FAAAKE .

Srrry .

I'm srry to all the ppl thaat heard me talking shit abt you . I dnt talk shit whatsoever , but I jst wna saay srrry . I'm telling you , fuck whatcha heardabt me & get to kno me YOURSELF . But I'm srry agen . Thanks fr reading .

To Lamonte !

Happpppppy birthday Bestfriend of almst 4 yrs ! Haha . I miss the living shit outtta you ! I helllla wanted to visit , but I cldn't . No ride ): haha . I hope you haad a good day thou . I love you , A&F (: haha .