Ok , everyone is expecting me to be this & tht . & they expect so mch frm me ! I'm jst a human ! Not a robot or w/e ! Bck off !
So , what is there mch to say really ? NM . It's like 3 06 in the mrning . Lets see how long it takes me to finish this . Well , I'm like bored out of my mind ! I'm talking to Brian & we're the having the best convo ! He said ; " Casssssey , I have to admit . You're one of the coolest grls I kno . You're so chill ." Maan , did tht make my day ! && Jarrell , he fell asleep on me , AGEN ! Tht booty hole ! Well , I'm very bored right now . Lets see . What is there to talk abt . Ohh , August 12 ! If you got my invite , please make it ! It's gna be hella dope thou ! Get there ! Like freal thou ! You needa get there . We HAVE to watch Twilight thou ! Cos Briana never seen it . Ahahahah ! Hold on . Brian texted me . Tht took abt a min or so . well , I'm bck . Obviously ! Ahahaha ! Oh maan , I'm over Brandon ! FINALLLLLLLY ! Whoohoo ! I'm happy , & yet , I'm nice enough to let him come over . Wowwie , I'm so nice . See ? I told you Ant . I'm hellla nice !
Ohh maan ! I need something to talk abt , but what is it ? Omg , I looove Alicia Keys & tht song , " If I ain't got you " . Best song ever ! Ykno who's cute ? Taylor Lautner ! I've been calling him Jacob a lot lately . Ahahaha ! Idk why . I'm so out of it sometimes . Tht's jst how I get when I think abt cute guys . Omg , this one guy bsically told me tht I'm his rebound , stupid right ?! Ahahah ! Oh well . It isn't my lost , it's his ! Duuh ! Soo , what is there to say ? Idek . Yesterday was a bore . Did absolutely NOTHING ! Isn't tht boring ? Uhh , shyeah ! Omg , I'm hella excited fr August 12 ! Get there !
Ok , I'm done . Byee (:
P.S. It's 3:14 . Ahahahah !
Thursday, July 30, 2009
Monday, July 27, 2009
Yesterday was ...
Arright . Naah , it was good (: I enjoyed tday . Ahahah , I met Kleng , dope chick (: She hella mature thou . I thought she was my age . We went to the movies tday & we went to go see G-Force in 3D . Ahahah , then we went to Wendy's while she went to Auditorium 3 to go see her boothaaaang ! BTW , I was w/ Ant & Tayo . My good friends ! Ahaha , AKA Rob&Big . Daamn thou . We went to Wendy's & were taking pictures & shit & we were playing w/ the straws & popping them . It was funny . Then when we were abt to go bck to the movies , Kleng came & like we went bck up to Wendy's . I saw someone I ddnt really wna see , but it's all good . I lived . Ahah , but tday strted when I went to go pick up my shoes (: I was so happy . Ahahaha ! But tired , cos I still clda been sleeping at tht time , but it's all good . & then as soon as I got home , I went to take my dog on a walk , ppl came over to discuss abt my madre's wedding , went up stairs to relace the shoes , Ant called me & it killed abt 30 - 1 hr . Took a shwr & it took me FOREEEEEEEVER to find what to wear . Like freal thou ! & then I gave up & jst put anything on . Went to the movies & it ended up being $12.50 for tha damn 3D movie ! & I only had 10 . But Ant & Tayo paid the rest (: I LOVE YOU GUYS ! I was texting Jarrell , he made my day (: He freal did . I'm still texting him thou :D He's gna take me on my first reaal date ! Ahahaha ! Yaaay ! & yeaah , thas abt it . My day was a good day . It was a busy ass weekend thou .
Now lemme tell you abt Saturday ;
Saturday was hella dope (: 2 parties in 1 night ! & it was dope cos the parties were in the same neighborhood . We went to my cousins party first , he had a jumper w/ a slide ! Ohh ! Ahahaha , then we went to the other party . Danced hella mch & we drank , jst a lil bit . Then we went bck to my cousins party & danced over there . Someone got a lil tooooo close . We played the Wii & I beat their asses ! Ahahah (: Fsho , you alrdy kno thou . & then we sang Kareoke & my Uncle Ed is hellllla funny ! He was singing " My Boo " by DJ something . Ykno , it goes like ; Boy you shld kno tht , I got you on my mind . & he sang " I will survive " & " More than words " It was hella funny . The videos shld be up on YouTube sometime soon . But those parties were hecka fun . But before the parties , we went shopping & it was fun ! 1st pair of acid wash jeans (: HALLA DOPE ! Ahahah !
Mmks , I'm done . Asta la Bye Bye .
---- CaseyAnn !
Now lemme tell you abt Saturday ;
Saturday was hella dope (: 2 parties in 1 night ! & it was dope cos the parties were in the same neighborhood . We went to my cousins party first , he had a jumper w/ a slide ! Ohh ! Ahahaha , then we went to the other party . Danced hella mch & we drank , jst a lil bit . Then we went bck to my cousins party & danced over there . Someone got a lil tooooo close . We played the Wii & I beat their asses ! Ahahah (: Fsho , you alrdy kno thou . & then we sang Kareoke & my Uncle Ed is hellllla funny ! He was singing " My Boo " by DJ something . Ykno , it goes like ; Boy you shld kno tht , I got you on my mind . & he sang " I will survive " & " More than words " It was hella funny . The videos shld be up on YouTube sometime soon . But those parties were hecka fun . But before the parties , we went shopping & it was fun ! 1st pair of acid wash jeans (: HALLA DOPE ! Ahahah !
Mmks , I'm done . Asta la Bye Bye .
---- CaseyAnn !
Friday, July 24, 2009
" I make her say .. "
Ok , tday was jst another day of the same old shit . Surprise !! I ddnt cry (: Even thou tday was SUPPOSE to be my 9mnth w/ a certain someone "/ Oh well , he's shit to me now . Slowly , I realize tht he jst isn't the one . No matter how mch I try to make him the one , he jst cnt be , cos we all have to realize tht being you is the best thing to do , cos if someone dsnt love you for you , then fuck them & jst keep moving on . Cos I cnt be stuck on the same guy for the rest of my life . Like I've been told plenty of times & I probably had said this in one of my blogs , I can love him , but I CNT be IN love w/ him . Ya fee me ? & if you ever feel like some guy is the one , be careful , cos one day or maybe not , he's gna drop so fucking hard tht it's gna feel IMPOSSIBLE to get right bck up . But lemme tell you , nothing is impossible . Cos look at me , I got thru this . Well , I'm still going thru it , but ykno .. & ladies , take it frm me , dnt put all your eggs in one basket . Cos you never kno what is gna happen . But jst make sure you take things slow w/ a guy . Cos I had lost something very important to him & I wish I cld take it bck , but I jst cnt . I jst have to live life as it goes no matter how hard it is to get thru it . There will be more obstacles in life & some will be harder than this & MOST will not have to deal w/ guys . & ykno , I shldn't even be so wrked up abt guys , they jst waste my time . Hahah , finally ! Some sense is coming to me (: Fsho ! Haha , & as Vanessa Cruiel had told me ; " keep moving forward , never look bck . " Cos ykno what ? Those things in the past are jst gna hold you bck in living your life . It stopped me for awhile , but I found a way to get out of it (: Fshoo ! Hahah . Well , tday was coo . Went to DK & yeah , I saw couples , but I was strong enough to not get sad (: Cos HS is around the corner & most def , I'll find my love (: Hahahah ! & you will too single ladies tht are reading this (: Life has it's ups & downs , but it'll come out to be a happy ending . If it's not one thing I ddnt learn , this one means the most to me ; " Trust in God & he will bring happiness to your life . He will take care of everything . Cos God has a plan for everything . " So , jst trust him cos God will always love you no matter what . Well , as I was saying !!! I went to DK w/ frends . It was pretty dope (: Saw SOME cute guys . Haha , talked a lot & had a hell of a time (: I was craving for sushi thou ! OMG , did you kno Great America has sushi ?! But it's nasty & FAAAKE ! Hahaha , take me to a sushi bar & I'll love you forever (: Hahha , thaaanks (: Hahaha , tht was random , but w/e ! It's betterthan being NORMAL ! Normal ppl are boring ! Blaaah ! ahahaha ! OMG , I miss my daughter . My school daughter . I'm not a teen mom , crazy ?! Hahahah !
Uhm , you guys might have me as a friend on MS , you may have seen my Extended Network talking abt a movie night / camp out in my bckyrd . We aren't quite rdy . We wld like for you to bring food & drinks if you are invited & are planning to come . Thanks a ton (: More info to come . All I can tell you is ; August 12 ( maybe ) , 5 PM , my house . Text / call me ! I'll give you directions to my house . & hope you can make it ! Kaay , thanks for reading ! Byee (:
___ CaseyAnn !
Uhm , you guys might have me as a friend on MS , you may have seen my Extended Network talking abt a movie night / camp out in my bckyrd . We aren't quite rdy . We wld like for you to bring food & drinks if you are invited & are planning to come . Thanks a ton (: More info to come . All I can tell you is ; August 12 ( maybe ) , 5 PM , my house . Text / call me ! I'll give you directions to my house . & hope you can make it ! Kaay , thanks for reading ! Byee (:
___ CaseyAnn !
Thursday, July 23, 2009
Well , see what happened was ...
Tday was a bad day . I jst stayed home . Blah ! I cleaned the kitchen thou . At least I got something done (: I cried for 2 hrs . I even cried when walking my dog . I try to fake tht smile , but nothing came ): Jst the tears . I try w/e it takes to get my mind offa him , but there's jst ooooo many memories . I swear . It's not even fair . But then agen , who said life wld be fair ? NO ONE ! & tht's the sad prt . Cos nothing can ever go they way you expect them to go , so we jst learn to go w/ the flow . But there are times when we do have to stand our ground . But I wish this time , he wld actually talk to me . I wish he cld jst be mature fr once & talk to me , ya fee me ? Like honestly . & it seems like no one knos where I'm coming frm . I shld jst keep my feelings to myself . I feel like there's no one I can really run to , cos when i do , they ran out of thigs to stay cos I keep getting hurt by the SAME guy . Idek how I can still love him after everything . But I'm honestly trying . I think I need to try harder . & I will try , when this whole thing is solved . Fsho ! Haha , cos I'm tired of this ! He puts me thru so mch hell & I'm the one really trying , he's making it wrse fr himself , but tht's what he wants to do , so I'ma jst let him get in trouble . Shoooooot ! Oh well .. If one day the wrld bites him in the ass , most def , I will be here fr him . Maaan , I'm too nice sometimes . Well , I'ma end it here before I strt to cry . Byee .
___ CaseyAnn !
___ CaseyAnn !
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Ok , so yesterday was a good day . Kelly , Judy , Kyron & Lamonte came over . It was a very good day (: Hahahaha ! We had a lot of laughs & we played this hella scary ass game called Hotel 626 . Fucking hate tht game ! Shieet ! Hahahaha , & like they call you & it's so stupid cos no matter how many times you play , you end up dying , so it's like , what's the use ?! Hahahaha ! & yeeah ! We went to the skteprk saw ppl , no one cute , at all ! & yeah ! Hahaha , it was a good day thou . Went to the MacDre tower . Took vidoes , pictures & such such . Hahahahah ! What else happened ? Ohh , we got KFC & we killed it . I made Taquitos & we killed it . They left at like 8 30 . Kyron left the earliest . It was pretty fun . & Kelly wanted to do my dishes . Hahahaha ! But I did it instead . Hm , shed some tears , talked to Samantha & JP . He's cute , but he's taken . Hahahahah ! Darn it ! JK ! & what else happend ? Mm , NM . All I kno is tht we haad hella laughs . Tell me abt your day ! (:
PIIIICTURE TIME (:








PIIIICTURE TIME (:








Tuesday, July 21, 2009
" All I Hear are Rain Drops "
Well , tday ... WAIT ! Lemme strt off w/ the rest of yesterday . Ok , I went to piano lessons , it was an easy lesson . Jst went over basics & shaa ! Haha , then I got home & ate my ass off , I ddnt exercise thou ): I was too busy crying . Lemme tell you tht stry . I was jst thinking & reminicsing abt the days when I was happy w/ him & then I jst blew it & let him go , but it was like I ddnt break up w/ him . It was like he broke up w/ me , cos he's alrdy over me , can you believe it ? Idek what to do w/o him in my life . My mom has taught me how to be independent , but he broke down tht shell & I lived offa him & how mch he loved me , it hurts me tht he doesn't even love me anymore tday . & the funny thing is , he wants me dead & he wants me out of his life , & yet , I still love him , very mch . & I still care . Whether or not he cares abt me , I still care . & it's sad cos he's hanging out w/ the WRONG ppl . He became all big headed cos of Jeffrey & tht is jst a turn off ! He smokes ? Or I heard tht he smokes & I hate tht ! & what hurts me the most , is tht , he regrets losing his " you kno what " to me , when I dnt regret losing my " you kno what " to him . I feel like I have to do something to AT LEAST be friends w/ him . But he wants nothing to do w/ me . Like I said some ppl alrdy , he HATES me . I've tried saying srry , but he's being stubborn , hard headed , supersillicous ( look it up if you dnt kno what it mean , I dnt even think tht's how it's spelled , but w/e ) & BIG HEADED . & it's my fault cos I kept asking fr him bck & so I guess it made him feel like he's the shit , honestly , he isn't ! He's jst the love of my life . He may not be the best looking guy out there , but he's all I need . Ppl call me crzy , cos I cnt over him , when I shld , but I still hope & I still think tht there will be a day tht me & him will be together , but at the same time , why shld I hope anymore ? Nothing is happening , my life is getting worse & worse w/o him . I've never been soo jealous of couples in my life . He jst got me so use to being in a relationship , tht I dnt even kno how to let go of him now ): I still wish he was mine . But then he hates me . Jennelyn told me some deep shit last night . She was like ; " Why would you love him after all this shit he's putting you thru ! You can miss him , but do you have to love him ?! I kno you cnt control feelings , but jst try to get over him ! I'm tired of seeing you hurt cos of the SAME guy . Jst move on . Keep moving forward , dnt keep going bck to him . He's jst doing this to break you down , cos he knos tht you have a big weak spot for him . But you have to be stronger than him & out smart him . I kno tht God is doing this to you , so you kno what to do when you go thru it when you're older . " & damn , lemme tell you ! She got me tears . I jst cnt help but fall in love w/ him all over agen . & I was like ; " I jst hate the fact tht he's going after my friends ." Her ; " If those ppl you call your ' friends ' they wldn't be hurting you & talking to him & getting close to him . True friends are the ones tht dnt do tht shit . Ones tht stay by your side no matter what ! " & yeah , knoing ppl , they're gna show this to him , but lemme tell you , he WNT give a shit ! I need him more than anything . Friends tell me tht I shldn't need him after what he's doing to me , but trust me , he holds the key to my happiness & love . He wld bring a smile to my face everyday . I jst really wish he was mine agen . It's hard not talking to him , but I have to be strong & jst live w/ what life throws at me . But before I end this , I need to leave a letter for Brandon ...
Brandon ;
If you're reading this , you mean so mch to me . & I kno you cld careless abt me now , but I jst needa tell you tht I love / miss / care for you ! No matter what ! & ppl tell me , to jst get over you , but I jst cnt . & if I had the chance to show you tht I've really changed & tht I'm really srry for what I did , I promise you , you wldn't regret it . I promise I wld be the best I can be . I wld like to be yours agen , but then why wld you get bck w/ me after what I did ? Idk , but haven't you ever heard tht 3rd times the charm (: Well , I wld jst like to show you tht I've changed & if we cnt be together , I'd at least like to be your friend . Cos it's better than nothing . I jst miss hanging out w/ you . We were suppose to be like Jason & Megan , but it all fell aprt cos of my dumbass ! I'm srry for everything . But please , gimme the chance to prove to you tht I will be the best you ever had . I'm srry , I really am ! I mean it frm the bottom of my heart . But why wld you get bck w/ someone tht is fat & sings like a pregnant whale ? Idk .. You really got me w/ tht one . I stopped singing , sometimes I dnt even talk "/ & I've been excercising like crzy , except for yesterday . I barely ever eat , except for yesterday . Haha , but please , jst gimme the chance to prove it to you tht I've changed . Please ? It'll mean a lot to me . Idk what else to say except for I love you & care for you a lot ! & I miss you too , a lot !
Well , tday . I woke up at like 12 30 . & then I went on this & decided to tell you abt my day . Hahha . Mm , I stayed in bed & I woke up to a dream tht felt so real . But when I woke up , it was all dis - satisfaction "/ I wish every dream I had is real , but it jst cnt be & tht's the sad thing . Well , I have to go walk my dog , so byee (:
Tell me abt your day thru MS (: Asta la bye bye .
w/ everlasting <333 , ____CaseyAnn !
Brandon ;
If you're reading this , you mean so mch to me . & I kno you cld careless abt me now , but I jst needa tell you tht I love / miss / care for you ! No matter what ! & ppl tell me , to jst get over you , but I jst cnt . & if I had the chance to show you tht I've really changed & tht I'm really srry for what I did , I promise you , you wldn't regret it . I promise I wld be the best I can be . I wld like to be yours agen , but then why wld you get bck w/ me after what I did ? Idk , but haven't you ever heard tht 3rd times the charm (: Well , I wld jst like to show you tht I've changed & if we cnt be together , I'd at least like to be your friend . Cos it's better than nothing . I jst miss hanging out w/ you . We were suppose to be like Jason & Megan , but it all fell aprt cos of my dumbass ! I'm srry for everything . But please , gimme the chance to prove to you tht I will be the best you ever had . I'm srry , I really am ! I mean it frm the bottom of my heart . But why wld you get bck w/ someone tht is fat & sings like a pregnant whale ? Idk .. You really got me w/ tht one . I stopped singing , sometimes I dnt even talk "/ & I've been excercising like crzy , except for yesterday . I barely ever eat , except for yesterday . Haha , but please , jst gimme the chance to prove it to you tht I've changed . Please ? It'll mean a lot to me . Idk what else to say except for I love you & care for you a lot ! & I miss you too , a lot !
Well , tday . I woke up at like 12 30 . & then I went on this & decided to tell you abt my day . Hahha . Mm , I stayed in bed & I woke up to a dream tht felt so real . But when I woke up , it was all dis - satisfaction "/ I wish every dream I had is real , but it jst cnt be & tht's the sad thing . Well , I have to go walk my dog , so byee (:
Tell me abt your day thru MS (: Asta la bye bye .
w/ everlasting <333 , ____CaseyAnn !
Monday, July 20, 2009
Bitch I will Fuck You Up !
Jaaaaykaaaay ! Hahahahaha ! Hmm , my day is still going . I'm jst very bored . Soo , how goes it ?
I'm jst sitting here thinking & reminiscing abt how the good ole' days were when I was w/ him . I wish he was still mine , but we cnt always have what we ask for right ? So , we jst learn the hard way . Sometimes we dnt even learn . Tday I have piano lessons , fantastic ! Apsh , w/e ! Hahahaha ! Well , I still think abt how great things were when I was w/ him . I still wish tht he was mine , but he completely HATES me . Crzy , right ? & we've been thru so mch ! Thru those 7mnths . & the sad thing is , I still have a feeling tht things will get better , but honestly , I dnt see anything happen & I dnt see why I still hope . & so for now , I'm jst praying until something happens . AKA , PUSH . Learned tht from Ronnielyn . Hahahaha ! Well , Idk . I still care for him a lot & like me & Christian were have a deeeep ass talk . Hahaha , at least I was being deep . He kept telling me I was being deep , but I was jst saying what's right , ykno ? Cos like , look it ; Brandon hella changed all cos of Jeffrey . He became all big headed , like Jeffrey & I swear I will confront Jeff abt it . But if confronting him still doesn't wrk , then the best thing to do is pray , right ? Well , yeah . I think tht's what I'ma do . I'ma cut it here . Be on here later tnight maybe . Tell you how piano lessons went (: Hahah . Asta la bye bye !
w/ everlasting <333 ; ____CaseyAnn !
I'm jst sitting here thinking & reminiscing abt how the good ole' days were when I was w/ him . I wish he was still mine , but we cnt always have what we ask for right ? So , we jst learn the hard way . Sometimes we dnt even learn . Tday I have piano lessons , fantastic ! Apsh , w/e ! Hahahaha ! Well , I still think abt how great things were when I was w/ him . I still wish tht he was mine , but he completely HATES me . Crzy , right ? & we've been thru so mch ! Thru those 7mnths . & the sad thing is , I still have a feeling tht things will get better , but honestly , I dnt see anything happen & I dnt see why I still hope . & so for now , I'm jst praying until something happens . AKA , PUSH . Learned tht from Ronnielyn . Hahahaha ! Well , Idk . I still care for him a lot & like me & Christian were have a deeeep ass talk . Hahaha , at least I was being deep . He kept telling me I was being deep , but I was jst saying what's right , ykno ? Cos like , look it ; Brandon hella changed all cos of Jeffrey . He became all big headed , like Jeffrey & I swear I will confront Jeff abt it . But if confronting him still doesn't wrk , then the best thing to do is pray , right ? Well , yeah . I think tht's what I'ma do . I'ma cut it here . Be on here later tnight maybe . Tell you how piano lessons went (: Hahah . Asta la bye bye !
w/ everlasting <333 ; ____CaseyAnn !
Sunday, July 19, 2009
OHEMEFFGEE !!!
Tday was hella fun ! Like , freal thou ! I got to see my cousin Judy & I was w/ the best ppl ever ! Hahahah , I went on V2 , riiight ? & this guy tht I saw last time remebered me ! (: Like , usually ppl dnt remember me , but he remembered me & I jst feel hella special ! Hahahahaha ! He's sooo cute too ! Like , freal . He may not have nice teeth , but his smile is AMAAAAAAAZING ! Hahahaha , oh so cute ! & when I was leaving V2 , he smiled at me & waved . Hahaha , cute right ? Hahahah . Maaan , I cnt wait till next week . I hope I get to see him . Hahah , hmm ... Maybe we'll exchange numbers ? Maaaaaybe :D Hahha , he's adorable ! BUUUUT , he might be too old "/ Maaan , I hate being young ! But I dnt wna rush my youth , I wna still be a kid (: Hahaha . But anwayssss ! He's suuuuper cute ! Hahah , at least to me . Maaan , I've never been so boy crzy ! aaack , w/e ! I'm happy tht he remembered me . Maaan , good thing I decided to go , cos if I ddnt , my day would of sucked , right ? Fsho ! Maaan , so tell me abt your day ? Hahah , wait right there ! I still needa tell you more abt my day . Like , almost every eye was on me , it was yuck ! & there was this guy tht had suuuuper pretty eyes . & then we were waiting in line for this water ride . You kno the water raft ride ? Yeaaaaaaah ! Tht one ! Hahah , it was helllllla long , cos it was hellllllla hot . But then we finally got there & like , when we were in line these kids were looking at Judy like she was crazy . Hahah , it was funny & the 2 boys kept looking at me & if they weren't w/ their parents , I would went off on them . Cos you kno me ! I woulda been like ; " Nigga , WTF you looking at ?! Shieeeet , is there something bothering you ?! Cos if there is , TURN THE FUUUCK AROUND ! " Hahhaha , you kno me ! I woulda said tht . Straight up . Fshoo . Well , what else is there to say ? Idk .. Ohh , then when we went on Hammer Head , I got sad cos I was thinking abt " you kno who " & there was a couple in line while I was waiting for the ride to strt & I almost cried , but then the ride strted & then I was screaming like a damn fool . Hhaha , they were laughing at me ! Theeeeeeen , we went on Tazmanian Devil & it sucked ! Cos when it stopped , I felt like I ahd to throw up & Judy felt the same way , & me & her went to the banyo ( tht's " bathroom " in tagalog , hahaha , hell fob ! ) & then I threw up , Idk abt her thou . & then yeah . & then we bought ice cream & they said I looked depressed , but I was jst suuuuper hot & this one mexican was looking at me & I was w/ Kelly & Judy & I was like ; " WTF you looking at ?! " Hahahahha , some pretty funny stuff & then Hector was like ; " I'm bored jst sitting here . " & he walked away then came bck . Hahahah , it was pretty funny thou . Maaan , had a good ass day !
Okaaaay , now you can tell me abt yours . ahahahaha ! Fshooo , asta la bye bye ! (:
w/ everlasting <3333 , ____CaseyAnn :D
Okaaaay , now you can tell me abt yours . ahahahaha ! Fshooo , asta la bye bye ! (:
w/ everlasting <3333 , ____CaseyAnn :D
Friday, July 17, 2009
Daaaamn , the 2nd time , but there's a happy ending to this (:
Ok , so 2 days ago , I got dumped .. "/ Yeah , I'm not afraid to admit it , cos it's alrdy been done . So like , yeah ! Hahaha . Well , hmm ... As I was saying , I got dumped 2 days ago , by this one player , Jarion Sabater . But thank God he did it sooner than later . & after getting over w/ him .. my feelings for 2 guys started coming bcl , but the strongest feelings were for NOT Brandon , but Anthony .. my BFF since the 1st ! Daaaamn , almost 10yrs thou (: & like we went out before , but Brandon got in the way "/ & I realized tht 2days ago at 3 in the mrning , when I was w/ Brandon , I was denying my feelings for Anthony . Weird right ? & Dylan said tht I must really love him , cos if I woke up thinking abt him , then it's love . & everyone says tht we should get bck together , & we're actually in the process (: & I'm glad ! Anthony is someone I really care abt & someone tht I really trust (: I trusted him w/ my heart before & he took very good care of it . I cnt believe I let him go . & he knos abt how I feel abt him & he said he feels the same . & I'm glad he does . But he wants me to be single fr awhile cos he wants what's best for me & I love him ! Hahahha , he means a lot to me honestly .
& Jenn , I hope you approve of Anthony . Cos I kno you ddnt approve of Brandon or Jarion . & same goes to you Angie . Cos Ant has been there for me thru everything . Thru my tears , my happy times , & my roughest times . & he means a lot to me . Hopefully you approves of him . Hopefully I can have a happy ending w/ him :DD
Thanks fo reading (:
W/ everlasting <33 , ___CaseyAnn !
& Jenn , I hope you approve of Anthony . Cos I kno you ddnt approve of Brandon or Jarion . & same goes to you Angie . Cos Ant has been there for me thru everything . Thru my tears , my happy times , & my roughest times . & he means a lot to me . Hopefully you approves of him . Hopefully I can have a happy ending w/ him :DD
Thanks fo reading (:
W/ everlasting <33 , ___CaseyAnn !
Monday, July 13, 2009
To all the ppl tht were there for me thru it all (:
Well , this is gna be heeecka long . Haha . Cos I'm gna be telling them how happy I am tht they helped me thru alla this BS tht I went thru w/ the biggest ASSHOLE ever ! But first , lemme name the ppl , so you kno who I'm talking abt .
Jenn Cartagena , Jennelyn Pimental , Angie Dobson , Jerid Flowers , Lamonte Ferguson , Katrina Martin , Katrina Abueg , Jeffrey Noche , Jason Ybanez , Megan Dejesus Ybanez (: , Dylan Edwards , Desi Maravilla , Princess Rotap , Tylee Turner , Anthony Trujillo , Omotayo Oviawe , Vanessa Cruiel , My Pham , Alex Ledezma , Ray'son "Red Coat" Johnson , JP (idk his last name) , Sherilyn Irwin , & last but not least , Joanne SanDeyDiego .
^^ Hella ppl right ? Yawp ! & they're the best for helping me (:
Ok , this is wht I have to say to you guys ;
You all were there for me since it all went down . & I have to give much love to Jenn & Jennelyn . Cos those 2 have been there for me thru all the tears , thru all my pains .. They mean so much to me & having them at my side helping me get bck on my feet step by step , showed me tht I really have TRUE friends tht I can always count on & I plan to keep those 2 grls as my life long friends (: & in fact , they cried too when I was crying .. I think it was cos they saw the love tht I HAD for tht nigga . But yeah , they jst mean a lot & most def , I would be there for them whenever they need me (: & to the rest of you guys , I'd like to say thank you cos you guys were there for me trhu thick & thin . & yeah , I may have done stupid shit , but you guys showed me tht there's more to life than jst being in love w/ Brandon . & it's funny cos I really thought Brandon was the one , but Idk . Who knos anymore , right ? Well , yeah . You guys have been there for me thru everything . I have been thru so many tears & you were tehre to wipe them away (: & I'd like to thank you for it . & thru alla this , I also made truths w/ Sherilyn & she was someone tht was there for me . She did ruin my night thou when she told me abt Brandon going out w/ Samantha , but she was also there helping me thru all the tears I went thru tht night . & I'd like to thank her for it . Thank you Sherilyn !
& honestly , I have cried in front of ppl tht I never knew would see me cry "/ Like Red Coat , he was there for me , giving me some advice & then JP was there for me when I was hella crying . He was soo effing deep & I never knew he could be like tht . & then there was Alex tht helped me thru everything ! Until his phone got disconnected. Hahahah ! & then Anthony , maaan ! He was there for me thru thick & thin thou (: & I'd like to say ; I love you Anthony for everything (: & everyone else , thank you for helping me thru everything . You were there when I was cutting & you helped me let go of the knife & you opened up my eyes to see tht there's jst more than Brandon & I'm glad you guys were there cos then I wouldn't be w/ Jarion (: & I'm glad tht I'm w/ him ! He may be young , but he's better than Brandon , MOST DEF ! Hahahahaha !
But one last thing before I end it right here , I'd like to thank Brandon , cos w/o him putting me thru hell , I wouldn't be as strong as I am now . I wouldn't be so independant as I am now . & honestly , Brandon was a big impact in my life & I'm glad he put me thru hell cos then I wouldn't be who I am now . & he made me become a stronger person & I'm glad (: Thank you Brandon .
Well , I'm done (: Thanks for reading !
w/ everlasting <33 , CaseyAnn :D
Jenn Cartagena , Jennelyn Pimental , Angie Dobson , Jerid Flowers , Lamonte Ferguson , Katrina Martin , Katrina Abueg , Jeffrey Noche , Jason Ybanez , Megan Dejesus Ybanez (: , Dylan Edwards , Desi Maravilla , Princess Rotap , Tylee Turner , Anthony Trujillo , Omotayo Oviawe , Vanessa Cruiel , My Pham , Alex Ledezma , Ray'son "Red Coat" Johnson , JP (idk his last name) , Sherilyn Irwin , & last but not least , Joanne SanDeyDiego .
^^ Hella ppl right ? Yawp ! & they're the best for helping me (:
Ok , this is wht I have to say to you guys ;
You all were there for me since it all went down . & I have to give much love to Jenn & Jennelyn . Cos those 2 have been there for me thru all the tears , thru all my pains .. They mean so much to me & having them at my side helping me get bck on my feet step by step , showed me tht I really have TRUE friends tht I can always count on & I plan to keep those 2 grls as my life long friends (: & in fact , they cried too when I was crying .. I think it was cos they saw the love tht I HAD for tht nigga . But yeah , they jst mean a lot & most def , I would be there for them whenever they need me (: & to the rest of you guys , I'd like to say thank you cos you guys were there for me trhu thick & thin . & yeah , I may have done stupid shit , but you guys showed me tht there's more to life than jst being in love w/ Brandon . & it's funny cos I really thought Brandon was the one , but Idk . Who knos anymore , right ? Well , yeah . You guys have been there for me thru everything . I have been thru so many tears & you were tehre to wipe them away (: & I'd like to thank you for it . & thru alla this , I also made truths w/ Sherilyn & she was someone tht was there for me . She did ruin my night thou when she told me abt Brandon going out w/ Samantha , but she was also there helping me thru all the tears I went thru tht night . & I'd like to thank her for it . Thank you Sherilyn !
& honestly , I have cried in front of ppl tht I never knew would see me cry "/ Like Red Coat , he was there for me , giving me some advice & then JP was there for me when I was hella crying . He was soo effing deep & I never knew he could be like tht . & then there was Alex tht helped me thru everything ! Until his phone got disconnected. Hahahah ! & then Anthony , maaan ! He was there for me thru thick & thin thou (: & I'd like to say ; I love you Anthony for everything (: & everyone else , thank you for helping me thru everything . You were there when I was cutting & you helped me let go of the knife & you opened up my eyes to see tht there's jst more than Brandon & I'm glad you guys were there cos then I wouldn't be w/ Jarion (: & I'm glad tht I'm w/ him ! He may be young , but he's better than Brandon , MOST DEF ! Hahahahaha !
But one last thing before I end it right here , I'd like to thank Brandon , cos w/o him putting me thru hell , I wouldn't be as strong as I am now . I wouldn't be so independant as I am now . & honestly , Brandon was a big impact in my life & I'm glad he put me thru hell cos then I wouldn't be who I am now . & he made me become a stronger person & I'm glad (: Thank you Brandon .
Well , I'm done (: Thanks for reading !
w/ everlasting <33 , CaseyAnn :D
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
My looove (: 070709713 <33
Well , wht can I say ? I'm perfectly happy w/ who I'm w/ right now & I wouldn't trade him for anything in the world & I kno it may seem too soon to be saying this , but honestly , he helped me thru my roughest times in life . I haven't really told him abt it , but I jst wna let him kno tht he helped me in my toughest times (: & I'm glad he was there for me . I love him a lot & he says the same thing . I hope he means it , cos damn straight I mean it . & ykno , I'd also like to thank a few ppl for helping me thru this shit . I'll put it in a different blog thou . Mmks ? K (: Well , I guess tht's abt it . I kno this isn't a lot , but it's all good . Cos bottom line , I jst wanted to let you kno tht I love Jarion Sabater ! Mucho grande (:
w/ everlasting <33 , ___ CaseyAnn (:
w/ everlasting <33 , ___ CaseyAnn (:
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