I got my homecoming ticket tday . & guess who was behind me ? yes , him !
gaahd , i see him everyday , unless i'm absent or some shit . but yknno , i miss being w/ him . honestly . i do . but i miss the OLD him . idrc how cute he be lookin at times , but he's changed so much that i sometimes say to myself ; " why ? " i'm over him thou . but yknno ? if you kno thaat feeling , talk to me & lets have a deep ass convo . haaa . shiit , i wnnna cry ( sounds weird ) , but i doo . i need to . i havent cried in awhile & i jst need to let my feelings out .. i want to , but iddk if blogging abt it is the best waay . but shit , here i go anywaay .
arright , enuf abt that nigga & going straight to the present . well , iddk whaat's been up w/ me lately . like shieet , i'm at the point where i barely kno myself anymore . hs has changed me so much & iddk what i think of me anymore . i keep my mouth shut , i break down . i open it , ppl take shit the wrong way . hellla females been on my nerves lately . shit , they needs to fuckin relax & remember thaat they're in hs & need to stop bringing thaat middle school shit to fuckin high school . fuck . am i right thou ? cos daamn , they be tripppen of the litttlest stuff ever ! & so , i'm thinking abt this niggga & iddk if i shld keep talking to him . & if you're reading this , yess , iddk if i shld anymore . i meaan , it may not be true , but it seems like you do talk to other girls besides me . iddk . & i feel like i have hellla competition . idddk , it cld jst be , but proove me wrong ! pleaaase ! prove me wrong . cos i dnt wnna get hurt , agen . i jst recovered frm a broken heart & i dnt wnnna go thru it agen . so jst please , prove me wrong . you're nice , sweet , cute , & all . but yknnno , someone told me thaat i do so much fr a guy & they barely ever do shit fr me . but iddk . i jst wnnna be proved wrong . & i knnno you said to not blog abt this typpa shit , but i need to let it out . i'm srrry .
welll , yeaah . do ppl get me now ? where i staand ? i hope so , cos yeaah . you may have seen me sad & what not , but yknno . dnt wrrry abt me , tell me abt your problems (: i have open ears ! & i'm alwaays willing to listen & help yaa out .
& Jordaan , lets do the tango :D hahahahahah ! yeaah ?